Ahhhhh!! Jonny Craig just direct messaged me on twitter!!
I love my life!
i just saw Versaemerge! i love seirra <3
august burns red, bring me the horizon, and emarosa tomorrow. and senses fail saturday. 3 of my absolute favorite bands of all time.. and im seeing them ALL in one week. im literally Tooo excited to sleep <3 <3 <3
I need to go to the gym tonight.
I havnt been since Thursday. I feel like such a fat ass. I wish I was still as skinny as I was when I was with Chad. I just wantto look good. Angela is giving me diet pills. Hopefully they work. Even if I just lose 10lbs.. I just want to be cute again. I feel like I will actually want to go on date and stuff then, because I will feel good. I want to be happy. I want to be in a relationship so freaking bad. But I know it will never work out until I’m happy with myself. I feel like everything that happened with Chad really messed me up. And then Goin from being completely consumed in the fucked up relationship, to being alone, partying every single night. Getting wasted. Talking to tons of guys.. I don’t like any of these guys though. I don’t like going out every night, or even drinking like that… I feel like I don’t even know who I am anymore. I went from living someone elses life to going crazy.. I feel like the real me is somewhere in-between. I just want to find myself.. I want to talk to Chad. I miss him.
(via fatflabs)
(Source: thinspiration101)
